LOST?

Just because I'm losing
Doesn't mean I'm lost
Doesn't mean I'll stop
Doesn't mean I will cross

Just because I'm hurting
Doesn't mean I'm hurt
Doesn't mean I didn't get what I deserve
No better and no worse

I just got lost
Every river that I've tried to cross
And every door I ever tried was locked
Ooh-Oh, And I'm just waiting till the shine wears off...

You might be a big fish
In a little pond
Doesn't mean you've won
'Cause along may come
A bigger one
And you'll be lost

Every river that you tried to cross
Every gun you ever held went off
Ooh-Oh, And I'm just waiting till the firing starts
Ooh-Oh, And I'm just waiting till the shine wears off
Ooh-Oh, And I'm just waiting till the shine wears off
Ooh-Oh, And I'm just waiting till the shine wears off

Coldplay-LOST

Fishing

Fishing can be a really nice recreational activity. I usually go fishing on weekends, nightime fishing to be precise- from midnight till subuh. It really great actually, because at night, when wheather allow, u can see clearly the beauty of our mother nature. Yes, you can easily spot stars and moon while looking at the great universe above us mixed with the relaxing song of waves. And yes, not to forget the breezes blowing gentle massaging hand upon your skin, face and hair. How delightful!

A great sensation it is!

In addition to all these wonders, the darkness of night also eliminate the sighting of plastic trashes which can be very annoying during day time.
So, its pretty obvious that night fishing is a great and easy way to calm your mind and take some time to think clearly.
It is a good way for to solve problems!
Well, you also can choose to not to think anything and forget all those problems bugging your mind.
But for me, it still relaxing either way.


It almost subuh, when i realized it was enough for today. So I decided to pack up my things and go back home before Azan. I grabbed my fishing rod and start reeling up the line.
Then, i felt something caught up my hook.
I got curious, will i get my last fish by accident?
Quickly, i reeled up the line faster, it was heavy, so I said to myself,

"This going to be big!"

The bait almost reach water surface and I saw something big, long and shiny. For a moment there, I got excited.
But the hope came up dull. It just a piece of...

PLASTIC!!!

Desk Tips

Ok, did any of you ever having any problem with your desk being too small? Yes yes,i know. This occur most likely when you live in hostels or any colleges. Still remember when the last time u had too much homework or assigment that your require larger desk to place your books, latops, foods, and this little space for you to take a quick nap when you are super stress. Ha! I, fortunately, have a superb solution! Yes I do

Because now you can turn this regular desk...






to this superb enlarged desk!



Ooops! the desk quite messy... hehe. dont blame me, i took the pictures during my final exam..

So how? Here the steps to turn regular desk to a larger more comfortable desk.

1. you must first ask your roomate permission! This is how i do it.

Me : Eh, aku nak letak tilam kat bawah ni, ko x kisah kan?

****** : Takpa takpa, aku x kisah, lagipon aku blajaq kat atas...

2. Make sure you clean the floor first

3. Now easily slide your mattress untill it touches the floor completely

and Wal lah!!
Now if you notice, you already have yourself a nice large study desk. Believe me, now you can open your laptop while having other books on your desk.
Not only that! you also can take a quick nap whenever you want!! err, maybe sometimes it would turn out to be a long nice sleep.

So, what are you waiting for?

Turn you desk now! and have these benefits for free!

It easy, simple, and reliable!

*please be noted that it may not be applied if you live in hostels controlled by wardens. And please be aware this method had only being tested save to use in Cendana

A POEM

Today something amused me. I found somthing very interesting. A POEM. Well, several actually, but this poem is different. It mirrowed me. So i figured it may be useful if i post it on this blog. OK i must start the using the term 'my blog' now instead of 'this blog' since i already have my own blog.
Ha!.. M..Y..OWN..BL..O....G.^_^ hehe.
OK, back to the story, im posting this poem i found. I shall not take any credits from this poem as it's not mine. Who create this poem? Dont ask me that! I dont know..
Before posting the poem, i want to really really REALLY! appreciate whoever involved in creating this poem. May Allah bless them.
Yes! I admit it, i like poem, NO! i love poem. I love reading them, undestanding them and reciting them out loud! And the best part about poetry is the Holly Quran itself is poem.

And it is THE BEST POEM in the world.

Ok enough talking, this is the poem.

Missing Thoughts

In the quietness of my thoughts
I reached out
and found nothing.
Patient tears flowed upon an endless crevice
burning the current's path into a deeper emotion-
Visions of material success, possessions and fame
built empty dreams upon weak ideals.
In a self-created world, my self-created world, I was surrounded
by frustration, denial and an image of who I'd become.
Recollection of parties,
of school
of life
of awards
of moments that were drawn up to reflect "living" and "achievement"
-drawn by a girl who thought she was the artist-
Are nothing more than pieces that remain dead to the conscience of my heart. Memories of times when I thought I should be happy
I stood shuddering in shameful loneliness
letting the bitter wind of reality consume me
and yet I don't know why. . .
Feelings I see in my patchwork of faded existence seem to reveal that
Something was missing,
Is still missing
Was always missing.
I quiet myself further and try and find out why the tears
burn with shame and the Noor has disappeared from my face.
Perhaps it was never there
Perhaps I never let it into my heart
Perhaps I thought I was strong enough on my own.
"Oh Allah (swt) please forgive me,
I need You, I need Your guidance, Your forgiveness,
Your mercy. I am nothing when I fail to remember You,
I am nothing without You
. . . I am nothing at all"

In the Name of Allah the Most Gracious, the Most Merciful

Welcome! As i may notice later, i maybe am talking to myself. Im not expecting any visitor but if i do have one, 'welcome' shall i say but please be reminded i will not take any resposibility from any casualties or damages from reading this blog xP.
This is an accidental blog i made just to imbrace myself.
I hope in the near future, this blog will act as a reminder for me of who i really am and what my objective are. To ensure i'll stay on my path, not too far astray nor too short journeyed.

"By Time, Indeed, mankind is in loss, Except for those who have believed and done righteous deeds and advised each other to truth and advised each other to patience."
[Qur'an, Al-Asr 1-3]